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 I made myself a promise. About o I'd say 15 years ago I made this blog in photography class. (In which I failed by the way.)  The promise was, if I remembered how to get in to the blog, I would use it. To vent, to tell my story, to shine the light on my demons I suppose. 

     I figured I made this 15 years ago. Not a soul will read this. If you are, I must warn you now....

It's been 15 years. I now swear, a lot. I could probably make a sailor blush. No lie. I cannot spell. Any Grammer police, well don't slam the cuffs on me yet. This is my first blog in a long time. Last but not least, what I'm about to tell you, though may not be the worst thing a human being has ever been through, these are my demons. The thing I fight with day in and day out. 

     

Have a Grate Summer!!!!

Well, tomorow morning, at seven am, i leave. I leave to basic. Fun fun. Sargent Wampole is going to bring me to Chipawa to be brefed. Then of to get on a plain and go to OK. yes, it's no secret. I'm scard. But i'll make it. I'm going to miss everyone like crazy. Yes, that means you to Rachel. When i get back i have to do somthing fun. But i'm shure i'll be a stick in the mud. Going to bed at nine. Waking at four. Runing ten miles b4 brefast. a trilleon and one sit ups. buns of stell. lol. No, 4real, i bet i will. i have to remember to tack it one day at a time. To exsept the challege. It only hurts for a little wile.
     o, i got a dog 2 days b4 i leave. Shes shy. Scard of every thing. So i have to start over when i get back. o well. Lifes life.  Well, if i told you i'll wright. I'll try my vary hardest. But you guys have to remember, i'm going to be tired. and i'm just geting in to the swing of things. And iif all of you who said you'd wright do and adress it wrong, i'm going to come back so buff. lol. So another words please b carful i don't want to look abnormal. lol. 4real no exstra push ups 4 riah. k uncle Jay.


    Hey Rachel and Mr. Aiden. I love you guys lots. Lots and lots. I'll c you soon.

Cliff Jumping With My Best Friend.

You'd never guess what Rachel did Sunday Jun 4th. She jumped of a cliff! In the water but hey. She jumped. Were the girl is in the top pic is were she jumped from. lower level. Yesterday I had 8 days till I leave for basic. So Rachel and I hung out. She picked me up. Chilled at her house for a while. After a while we decided to see if Gage was in Augusta. He wasn't going to be for a while. We drove all the way to Osseo to get her sunglasses. Went to EC and visited Sarah. John was there. Sarah watched Aiden and we (Rachel, John and I) went all the way back to Augusta to get Gage. Then all the way back to EC. We went to Wal-Mart then the mall. We got done with the mall and decided to go cliff diving. Yes, cliff diving. I wasn't planning on jumping. I don't think I’m a good swimmer. But I changed anyway. It took Rachel 20 min to jump. Then I wanted to jump too after her 3rd jump.  Gage and john were vary supportive. So if you guys ever read this that right there was for you. But I kind of hope you don't. lol It took me almost the entire time to jump. Finley when I did I had to have a couple people in the water and John jump with me. Did I mention that there was a big crowd around me. Rachel got them to cheer. Mariah, Mariah. Ger! Anyway, when I jumped with or behind john I was going to stop but his momentum kept me going. It was too late. 2 seconds I hit the water. Yes I held my noise. But I freaked under water. I felt it was tacking to long to get to the surface. so I got water up my noise and in my mouth. When I came up I had the water in my throat. I swam to the rope all the way I sounded like a dieing turtle. I coughed it up when I was holding on to it. John and one of the girls who jumped for me helped me up the rock. I'm pritty sure I kicked John though. So John, I'm sorry and thank you. Rachel, it’s all your fault! Ger! but thank you, I had fun. I'm sad that is going to be our last hang out time. I'm going to miss you. Summer in one day is fun. Gage thanks for NOT telling me it was worse after you jumped. Lol

     Pics from;
http://static.panoramio.com/photos/original/15385585.jpg
http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://blogs.citypages.com/gimmenoise/eau%2520claire%


     Today I learned that a man died the same day cliff jumping. He drowned. So good thing I didn't know that

Aiden

My Favret buddy in the world. Hes bigger now. but hes still sooooooooooo cute. by friends baby boy.

Army National Guard

 Hey, As of 04/27/11 I am National Guard. Well, Not official till after Basic Training. I go to BT on June 14 2011. This summer! O Boy!
     National Guard is the oldest military force in the country. Even older then the country itself. 1628 was the first Militia Unit, formed in Virginia. If the president calls for War, we are the first to be shipped.
Loyalty
Duty
Respect
Selfless service
Honor
Integrity
Personal Courage

 Well, i am excited. BT is going to be hard. I'll survive it, of course. But i can't wait for it to be over and it hasn't even started yet.

Egypt

As many of you know, I'm obsessed with Egypt. Well, Ancient Egypt. Love It!!!!!!!!! There are Many storeys in this culter. Many questions unanswered.
 
     The vast dessert holds the secrets of the once thriving, rich, hard working Egyptian. Look at the pyramids for example. Beautiful yet simple in there disine. How where they made? A trillion people and sleds is probable but come on relay. Any who, my fav Pharaoh and his wife probably would be Pharaoh Akhenaten and Nefertiti. They stud up 4 what they believed in. No mater what anybody said or did.
     Akhenaten Believed that there was only one god. And in a world full of many gods this was wrong. Akhenaten believed that, Aten, the sun was the only god. Soon after becoming Pharaoh Akhenaten band all the other gods. Even though Akhenaten was hated by many and ridiculed, Nefertiti, his wife, stayed by his side. She supported him. She even took on a new name for her new religion. Neferneferuaten-Nefertiti meaning, “The Aten is radiant of radiance [because] the beautiful one has come.” of radiance because the beautiful one has come. In all reality she was beautiful.  
     This is a bust of her. Her rain as queen was 12 years. And she was one of the most powerful women rulers of her time. Her husband Akhenaten thought so highly of her that he let her where the Pharaoh crow. He let her practise priesthood. Pharaohs in this time and age had many wives. But she was his favorite. He even had many pics or drawings of them together with theyr children. 6 girls. People believe that Akhenaten possibly thought of her as an equal. But soon after her husbands death Neferiti disapperd.
     She was a woman in a age of men yet she found the way to be seen for who she was. This is why she is my favret Queen of Egypt.

Nefertiti means, “The beautiful one has arrived.”


http://www.kingtutone.com/akhenaten/
http://www.kingtutone.com/queens/nefertiti/

Being Human

What can i say. This is my kind of show. Love it. Somthing about a hott vamp rooming with a werewolf and a gost. This show is filled with twists and turns.

Vamp  SAM WITWER who plays Aiden.

Yup, this is Aiden or Sam. Dosnt realy look like a Sam.

BEING HUMAN STARRING SAM WITWER, MEAGHAN RATH, SAM HUNTINGTON